There is a storm brewing under my skin
pulling and trying to rip my skin apart
trying to shred into small bits and pieces
I can feel the insect crawl on the nape of my skin
I can feel that twitchy feeling
those tiny paralyzing shocks
delivered in a
blink of an eye
when I twitch and
fail
and all my hairs on my back rise a
all at once
as they bear witness
to the atrocity my pain
delivers to my body
the frenzied state I’m left in
with my knotted stomach
legs trembling in fear
as I sit knock-kneed getting the
a first-hand witness of the
undesirable pain
my body wreaks on my soul
a thousand shocks
traveling through the neurons
those garbled paths
with the broken message
my brain fervently trying to decipher
and fails
ever and ever again
Maybe if you sit close
you ears held to my chest
you can hear
those short…
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