i believe in magic choosing to live is sometimes difficult,
in a world that is not kind; in a world that profits off your self-doubt and your anxietyโ
but i think of all the people who love me, of fizzy, of every flower i have yet to see; of every rainbow i haven’t glanced at yet or every crow song i have not yet heard, every walk in the forest i have yet to take and every magical thing i have yet to experienceโ
& sometimes i stop and remind myself that i am magic, too; in a world that doesn’t believe
so i must believe in myself. –linda m. crate
pain demands to be felt pain is subjective, and there’s also so many different kinds of pain;
the body holds onto echoes of the pastโ
trauma is trapped in your bones and muscles, pain demands to be felt;
i’ve always had a high tolerance to pain but i can still feel itโ
sometimes i think it’s worse when you have a high tolerance to something because people pile on and on and on and expect that you won’t complain because you can handle a lot,
but i deserve to be thought of and treated with respect; i deserve to be loved in a way that makes sense to meโ
i don’t mind sharing your burdens, but don’t make me carry it all; i have my own to carryโrarely has anyone helped me with mine. –linda m. crate
if you need a journey when walking around a carpet of cats one must be very careful,
because one clumsy wrong move and you could harm one of the beautiful creatures;
so you have to navigate slowly and carefully allowing each cat the freedom and space to lay or move as they wishโ
the smartest move would to be walk around the carpet because going through it will take some time and i find often we’re all in a hurry to get somewhere fast,
but if you have the time to spare and need a journey;
perhaps through is just the way you need to goโ i guess it depends on what you need to do. –linda m. crate
just look at the crows i often have dreamed of moonlit skies filled with stars,
i once dreamed of falling through the milky-way without a space suit or helmet required;
simply falling through the laughter of light that was stars
& learning the wisdom of the agesโ
when i returned to earth nothing had changed, people still didn’t understand me and i couldn’t fathom them;
but i suppose most magical creatures are misunderstood: just look at the crows. –linda m. crate
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zen is listening to the song of the crows, hearing my intuition; flowing like a creek instead of trying to force my way through a rockโ
zen is taking a deep breath of the forest, walking through the wildflowers, getting lost as i count the stars;
zen is choosing myself instead of the chatter of the worldโ
zen is simply being, drinking in life; conscious of every action and reaction, but enjoying my journey instead of comparing it to that of others. –linda m. crate
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breaking free of socks chickens wearing socks quickly lose them, as they run to be rid of constraint;
just as i quickly lost you when you tried restraining me
found instead a white butterfly and a rainbowโ
a promise of something better than the dystopia of yours that you meant for me to inherit,
you thought you could wretch into me all your darkness and you’d shatter my light;
but i rose from the darkness with every flaming featherโ
so in the end you could say that your socks were barely any obstacle to my freedom, they were every bit as weak as that love you claimed for me. –linda m. crate
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misunderstood magic the flying flock of crows caught my attention against the backdrop of a blue sky so clear and so blue it was nothing less than a song of beauty;
as i watched the murder go about their way i wondered where they were goingโ
they love the ravine behind my apartment, i remember once i journeyed there and as i sang and danced in the creek they flew overhead singing songs of their own happiness;
once a majestic crow welcomed me into my favorite majestic forestโ
i know these beings are misunderstood and full of magic, just like me. -linda m. crate
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break the machine imagine living life so well, death bows their head; i want an adventure like thatโ
so tired of holding on just to struggle through another day, think we all deserve more than to simply exist; we were meant to liveโ
so many beautiful things in this world that i have yet to see or experience,
and so many stories i have yet to write;
never seem to have enough time of my own to make me mine so i’m not sure what to do about that, all i know is i wasn’t born to be just another cog in their machine;
and i’ll break it if i can find a way to. -linda m. crate
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